Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Alone and feel like blogging...

Well, J works til 9 so I'm sitting on the couch blogging.
I felt it was time for a new blog that didn't tie me to my livejournal.
I was in a completely different place when I created justletxmexcry.
I don't really want to cry anymore...
I've actually been pretty content with my life for the past 4 years. :)

Which brings me to a random thought... I was watching glee and let me tell you...
I'm a TOTAL nerd when it comes to rachel and finn.
I LOVE THEM TOGETHER and just about died when the writers broke them up!!!
And tonight's episode KILLED me.
She goes and asks Finn what it felt like to kiss Quinn and he tells her "fireworks."
Rachel then asks him if he ever felt fireworks when he kissed her and he doesn't answer...
SO SAD.
In my defense, I'm on my period, but I cried!!!!
And I swear I felt her heartbreak....
It brought me back to what that feels like.
Luckily, I haven't experienced that in years...

LOL, I'm a dork.

Work is getting better...  I should tread carefully because everytime I get comfortable something awful happens. But yeah, I'm at the point where I refuse to stress out and just take each day as it comes.

Honestly, all I want to do is plan my wedding!!
We have booked our venue, photographer and dj.
I'm so excited!!!!!
I am excited to book this videographer I want too..
Been finally saving money, but it's nothing compared to what I'm going to need.
sigh.....
And I can't wait to go dress shopping but I still need to lose more weight!!

That is all, for my first blog....
No one can read this but me, but still it's so dorky!!